monday's eve

the house is quiet...

mikey, morgan and landon are asleep

and

mr c is at his softball tourny...

i feel like the house is all mine right now

the fan is buzzing and the tv is muffled with the sound

of bad reality tv...my secret addiction...

i just finished a long steam in the shower

while

wishing the whole time it was a bath

sadly...

we have no tub in the master bath...

a hot shower does not come close to comparing to a hot bath

if that sounds like whining...then it was spot on...

because i was

after tonight...i could really use a long bath...

and massage...

and pound of chocolate...

with a side of ice cream

i again, was challenged by my ex-spouse

having to explain the importance and validity of motherhood

it was a frustrating conversation...

one that has been going on for some time now...

so now...i am putting those frustrations behind me while

i prepare myself and my family for tomorrow

tuesday is sure to bring some fun things considering

mr c is taking the day off of work

and...

the countdown has officially begun...

only 18 official days of school left

call me crazy but...

i am looking forward to lazy summer days

this 6am in the morning routine has worn out its welcome

...don't ya think?